It's weird to think there are fewer people in New Orleans now than there were at Comic-Con this year. But so it is. You have to think most of the people staying now are pretty damned hardcore. During Katrina, you could say there were people who really didn't understand the gravity of the situation. But the people there now know better than anyone just how bad it can get. My hat's off to them, truly.

To those who consider them foolhardy or suicidal, I would just like to point out that in this life of tangled illusion, facing peril with the place and people you love might be the purest distillation of human existence. Even so, I hope this thing evaporates miraculously in the next few minutes.

To-day's new Code Geass reminded me of what Hideaki Anno said when asked why he was doing Rebuild of Evangelion--because there hasn't really been anything new in anime since Evangelion. Episode 21 of Code Geass, three episodes away from the end of the season, revealed the Britannian Emperor's plot to wipe out the psychological existence of humanity, destroying every human's constructed self-identity or collection of lies, as Lelouche put it, to connect humanity in a single, non-corporeal existence.

The Emperor refers the event as Ragnarok, so maybe they'll claim Norse mythological influence before Evangelion, maybe even feigning total ignorance of Evangelion like the creator of Lain, but there are too many specific details. The conflict with parents is even introduced as the Emperor is revealed to be Lelouche's father and Marianne, Lelouche's mother, magically appears after having been dead since Lelouche was a little boy, to explain to him that the only reason she and his father abandoned Lelouche and his sister when they were children was because they loved them so much and wanted to create a big soup for them to live in forever, and ever, and ever. It's actually a lot more succinct than the final episodes of Evangelion, but not as elegant or interesting. Code Geass tries to one up the older series, though, by having Lelouche passionately defy his parents in favour of reality. It was nice, and I like that plucky Lelouche fellow, but it mainly just served to underline how Code Geass is a sort of echo of Evangelion.

I almost slept until 1pm to-day. Getting a little closer. Summer's finally ending, too, I've just realised. Looking forward to the autumn and winter months. There aren't fall leaves or snow around here, but there are things I associate with the darker part of the year. I remember driving to Trisa's house with gingerbread lattes while listening to Elvis Costello's Brutal Youth. I remember the Mystery Science Theatre 3000 Turkey Day marathons. Yes, all right out of Norman Rockwell. Americana.

I'm already a page behind on Chapter 8 because I had to spend yesterday finishing Chapter 7. Jury duty's not entirely to blame, as I was just having a dim spell of some kind last chapter. These things do come upon me inexplicably now and then. A good measure are the hands. If I suddenly find I can't draw hands, I'm in one of those funks. Then there are times when everything seems effortless, where I can draw three dimensional environments credibly without drawing horizon lines and vanishing points. Those are times I can actually pretend I have camera lenses to mess with.

I need to stop checking my e-mail so much. I guess it's been almost a year now since Sonya decided to stop talking to me, but I still wake up almost every day with the vague hope that she or Caitlin will have e-mailed me to say, "You know what, there's no reason we can't be friends." But of course, I still don't know why Sonya turned on me in the first place. Though lately I think I've come to understand my anger about it a lot better. For a long time I had this vague feeling that it was simply my wounded pride that I could matter so little to her. But now I'm pretty sure it was the ease with which she did something so cruel. She knew what she did would hurt me, and it would require minimal effort or risk for her to avoid hurting me. I suppose it could have to do with the fact that she has something like eight trillion friends. I can't imagine what it would be like to consider so many people to be friends. It must be like spreading your affections in a thin glaze, and if one square is cut out of it, the integrity of the whole isn't affected much. I've never been part of a society like that, so maybe what seems to be callousness to me is really a sort of culture clash. Or maybe I just want to rationalise her behaviour that badly, especially since no-one else seems to feel she did anything wrong. It's true, there are a lot of social dynamics I've completely failed to comprehend in my life. And I have to admit the fact that no-one seems able to explain some of them rationally makes me suspicious.

I suppose it's time I got back to the Middle Ages . . .

Demonstrating the typical Republican tone deafness to irony, John McCain criticised Barack Obama for his inexperience and celebrity, then picks for a running mate the inexperienced, former beauty queen Sarah Palin who said that, "she's not out to judge anyone and has good friends who are gay, but that she supported the 1998 constitutional amendment [to ban same sex marriage]." Which is kind of a distant cousin of the Dick Cheney philosophy that seems to make exceptions for personal acquaintances. In other words, it's the inability to see large groups of people as people. Not exactly ideal for a government official. Though in line with the sort of bobble head McCain ads were accusing Obama of being.

I listened to Obama's speech last night while colouring and thought it was pretty good, though it didn't contain anything new and I doubt it'll create any converts. Pro-lifer Sarah Palin, on the other hand, is bound to draw the Clinton supporters who seem to care more about whether a candidate has a vagina than about whether the candidate will allow American citizens power over their own vaginas.

Now that Comic-Con and jury duty's over, I can finally go back to my nocturnal schedule. I sort of failed this morning, getting up at 11:30am, but I'm definitely staying up late to-night. I still have a lot of work to catch up on, and some research to do for the next chapter. So I'd better get to it.

I'm so glad to be past yesterday. It was one of those days where I was so tired, and had so much to do while I was tired, that I got into a sort of berserker mode where, at the end of the day, I was having a hard time not finding more things to do.

I'm wondering if that's what's happening to the people on MSNBC. Huffington Post has a roundup, though it should be noted that many Huffington Post staff writers have a strong bias against MSNBC, particularly against Keith Olbermann, evinced most notably by the somewhat cross-eyed writings of Rachel Sklar, whom I strongly suspect has been spurned by Olbermann in some way at some point. She used to be a regular liberal perspective commentator on MSNBC, but was always conspicuously absent from Olbermann's show.

But there have indeed been a number of embarrassing blow-ups on MSNBC cameras, all under the umbrella of the dubious non-stop converge of the Democratic National Convention. Ted Koppel tells it like it is, which is probably a big reason why Koppel's been sidelined all the way to BBC America.

I feel really bad about Keith Olbermann, though. The guy seems to be a completely raw nerve now. Passionate, but frustrated by the paradox that being passionate and opinionated makes it so he's taken less seriously. The main stream media narrative still drifts into "every story has two equal sides" lines of thinking. There's a centre that can't hold there when one side fucks up as vigorously and callously as the right has.

This bit where Olbermann supposedly got a conservative commentator kicked off the network is offered by Huffington Post as evidence of Olbermann's madness, yet it's clearly a case of this Mike Murphy fellow saying baseless, incendiary things that really ought to get someone kicked off a news network. But I am tired of Olbermann's glowing about the DNC. Again, I think Koppel hit the nail on the head; it's a complete waste of time. But Olbermann talks like every speech is the Gettysburg Address. I think the blame probably lies in the same passion that makes his good special comments so good--the guy wants this country to get better so bad that he's willing to do anything to get it. He's constantly stumbling over his words now, too. I think he's too damn sensitive to right wing rhetoric, which may be reflected in his constant Bill O'Reilly bashing. True, the memes put out there by the right ought to be combated, and seeing Olbermann take an axe to them is nice. But I guess I long for Koppel-esque objectivity. Seeing Olbermann's now almost constant frustration on the surface makes me marvel at how Koppel managed to remain such a cool customer when the facts he reported on were so frequently dismissed or ignored by the country.

Holy Mowgli and Baloo, I'm fucking ragged. I did not get to bed at 11pm last night because of a chess game that ran long, but it didn't matter, as it turned out, because I laid in bed staring at the ceiling until around 2am anyway. So on four hours sleep I drove to downtown and parked in the Horton Plaza mall parking garage. Validated parking gets you three free hours and each additional hour costs eight dollars or three dollars a minute, depending on which of the signs you believe. I hoped it was the former that spoke the truth, since I only had forty dollars this morning and two birthday presents to buy. I'd have taken the trolley, except I'd have gotten no sleep.

When the person telling us in the jury lounge what's what mentioned we may be there until 5pm, it added a certain spice to the waiting. And that is mostly what I did--wait. Last night I downloaded what I thought would rescue me from the tedium, a chess programme for my iPod. The trouble was, I have too much pride to play on anything but the hardest setting*, which turned out to be unbeatable for me this morning, though I could tell I wasn't getting my real measure playing in sleep dep. mode. I persistently made enormous, really dumb mistakes. I was sort of half delirious, though, so the mistakes mostly just seemed funny.

Unfortunately, the programme seems to eat up a lot of battery power, so chess was only good for about an hour and a half before I had to find something else to do. Just as I'd thought, I couldn't concentrate on my book, probably due to sleep dep., or maybe I just can't read Elizabeth Bear right now because of the thing with Moira.

Finally, I decided to just brood. Two hours instantly shot past. I know lots of people probably thought I looked like a psychopath, still and frowning as I was at absolutely nothing. Then they started calling for jurors, and I prayed to every blood soaked god, goddess, kraken, satyr, and will o'the wisp that my name would be called, because I knew it would be my ticket home. And my name was called, praise be to Cactuar.

The trial was the People versus Some Guy Who Tried to Engage the Services of a Prostitute Who Ended Up Being an Undercover Cop. The judge was an old man named Richard Hanson who explained everything multiple times, his mouth always too far from the mic, emphasising obvious things and mumbling through most of the genuinely pertinent information. When he started talking, I thought he sounded a bit like Jimmy Stewart. As he continued to talk, I thought he sounded a lot like Jimmy Stewart, especially when he said, "Now, ah, let me see if I can . . . can just lay out the scene here for you, so you can--can get an idea. This was, was at the corner of Illinois and possibly . . . an alley. Ah, the officer I mentioned, ah, she's a woman and she was dressed . . . Ah, how she thought . . . [mumble mumble] would dress . . ." I'm pretty sure everyone in the courtroom had to restrain laughter.

The lawyers were both women and both remarkable youthful, especially the defence, who seemed like she ought to've been carrying a glittering notebook adorned N'Sync stickers**. An impression heightened by her giggling, nervous demeanour, and her attempt to describe the trial process to the jury; "Are any of you bakers? The reason I ask is because--there's a really good analogy. If you're making banana bread, and you use peaches instead of bananas, is it still banana bread?" I suppose she may have been ideal for defending a guy charged with soliciting prostitution.

The prosecutor, meanwhile, while also young looking, was crisp, professional, and had a Russian accent.

I didn't make it into the jury box this time, so I didn't have to answer any questions. I was dismissed at around noon, and when I saw that my parking cost 18 dollars, I felt enormous relief. It was only later that I reflected on the fact that I paid 18 dollars for a pain in the ass, which is actually awful. It'll probably make more of an impression on me when I'm truly awake to-morrow.

Maybe I was just happy because the barista at the Horton Plaza Starbucks gave me a free coffee. She remembered me from Comic-Con, during which I went to that same Starbucks almost every morning. So nice to be reminded of that time . . . I'd better colour while I can still sit up straight.


*I play all video games on the hardest mode, unless it's something stupid like Jedi Academy where it simply starts you off with half life.

**Or whatever the kids listen to nowadays

What's with all the racist women at the Democratic convention? I have a strong feeling the main reason they're all Clinton supporters is because they see in her and Terry McAuliffe their own frenzied gazes and mousetrap jaws. I saw this video on Huffington Post to-day;



It's true, these two women are full of shit, but Matthews probably also ought to've made a point of asking them what makes Muslims inferior to Christians, anyway.

To-morrow's jury duty so I'm going to try to get to sleep at 11pm. I sincerely doubt it'll work. I have to get up at 6am in any case. I started working on the script for Chapter 8 last night and I'll finish it to-night, even though I haven't finished colouring Chapter 7. I know I can colour sleep deprived, but I need to be rested to write properly.

So far I've done a bit of research to-day and only added a little to what I wrote last night. But I've been getting a lot of ideas I'm hopeful about.

Well, I'd better get back to it.

I didn't leave the house at all yesterday. My grandmother's out of town for a week, and I wouldn't have spoken to anyone all day except for one brief phone call with my mother and some time in Second Life. But it's not like my grandmother and I talk much, so I've come to realise that Second Life and almost weekly visits to my parents and Tim's constitute the whole of my interactions with other human beings. Maybe that's why I was doing an image search for Batman yesterday. Doing so led me to this post about The Dark Knight by some Christian named James. James says The Dark Knight resembles the story of Jesus Christ sacrificing himself for the sins of mankind, and I have to admit, James has a point. In fact, it wasn't until the end of the post when I found something that rang false;

It is a compelling story and, I have to say, a surprisingly good film. Nevertheless, it is fantasy and fiction. Its elements are gripping, but far from life changing. However, the greater story (and cultural metanarrative) it echoes is infinitely better. Two thousand years ago, the greatest story happened in reality. In a world of darkness and moral chaos, the only sinless person substituted himself for the world he loved and bore the punishment for our sin. That story changed my life.

And I realised . . . Even if the story of Jesus was true, The Dark Knight is actually a better version of it, for the simple reasons that the sins Batman takes on in the movie have much deeper ramifications than the arbitrarily prescribed sins of Christianity, and the fact that pretty much everyone important involved in Christ's story knew Christ wasn't actually guilty of anything. When you add to that the fact that Jesus knew his existence wasn't really threatened, it can't substantially be denied that Batman is more hardcore than Jesus. Which isn't terribly surprising, given Batman's the one dressed all in black.

James' review of The Dark Knight also contains possibly the most impressively unselfconsciously obvious observations about a film I've ever seen; "However, in The Dark Knight, Batman stands out."

The grey cat's been hanging out in the backyard lately. It makes me happy to see her sleeping out there. Is it weird to be a cat voyeur? I'd like to make friends with her, but she's a lot more cautious than the white cat, who's become a bit wary of me. He tried to follow me to the store across the river a couple days ago and I took a quick step towards him to make sure he turned back. Now he doesn't run from me, but he won't come within petting distance, either.

Jury duty's on Wednesday. I'm irritated just thinking about it. This would otherwise be a perfect time to stay up late watching movies. But, then, I also have a lot of colouring to catch up on. I'm finding it difficult to remember where all of Wircelia's scars are. I may need to make a chart . . .

Had a very close game of chess with Lezlie last night. Lezlie's an excellent player, and I don't generally win, but last night I just barely managed. The end was my King and a recently crowned Queen against her King. Luck was definitely on my side--several rather sly moves just seemed to fall into place, including the most decisive one, when blocking a check posed by Lezlie's Queen with my original Queen, I simultaneously put Lezlie's King in check. This forced Lezlie to sacrifice her Queen to take mine, and since I had a pawn just three squares away from the other side, I quickly had another Queen while Lezlie was left with a King and three pawns still at their starting positions. Lezlie didn't resign, probably because she knew a King and three pawns can actually be a force to be reckoned with. It takes some careful manoeuvring, but I've seen games where someone thought everything was in the bag only to lose to a King accompanied by a pawn or two.

I think a lot of people underestimate the vital role luck plays in chess. You need to be aware of all the paths of attack the other pieces have available to them and you have to construct defences to those attacks, but there're actually so many possibilities, you can't plan for everything. Seeing the opportunities when they present themselves is incredibly important, and more than once I've completely missed them. Maybe it helped, too, that when playing Lezlie I switched from brandy to green tea--Jasmine Dragon Phoenix Pearl from Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf--a gunpowder tea, meaning its leaves are hand rolled into little balls that unfurl in the water as the tea steeps. I bought it when I stopped in at the Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf on the way back from Comic-Con one day, and didn't realise until I'd brought it to the register that it cost twenty dollars. But I had a Vincent Vega moment--I had to know what a twenty dollar tea tasted like. The answer; damned good. Though not as caffeinated as I'd like.

I still have a lot of work to catch up on so I'd better get to it . . .

I really miss being able to sleep during the day. I have so much more energy at night. In the day, I have to force-feed myself any but the laziest of activities, but at night, even lately, I have a hard time forcing myself to stop working. The only thing keeping me from reverting to my normal nocturnal schedule now is I have jury duty next week. It seems like I'm called to jury duty almost yearly and I'm starting to get suspicious. I hope to all the gods I don't actually get called onto a jury. I'll probably tell the court I judge guilt entirely by Thetan levels or something.

Tim and I spent some time yesterday thinking up strange yet plausible things to say to be excused from the jury box. From the simple ("this whole thing's a charade--I can already see the guy has a purple aura") to the somewhat more involved ("I refuse to render service to a judicial system that does not acknowledge the existence of gnomes"). I wouldn't mind jury duty so much if I wasn't going to be a complete zombie in the waiting room. Normally I'd be perfectly happy to have an excuse to read for four hours, but I'll be so sleep deprived, even after forcing myself on a diurnal schedule, I'm not going to be able to concentrate on a book.

I haven't had time to read in more than a week. I'm still reading Elizabeth Bear's Blood and Iron. I'm around halfway through, and it's pretty good. Very clearly written by a woman, which I don't consider to be a bad thing. But I think, any guy out there who might wonder why his girlfriend thinks the Spider-Man movies were very clearly made by men might get some idea by reading Blood and Iron. Movie Mary Jane's not an illegitimate character--she's just not quite realised with the same fullness as Peter Parker. It's more obvious in the original comics, of course, but the movies are somewhat more closely analogous to the dynamic in Blood and Iron. It's not exactly that the women seem generally superior to the men, though they do. There's a certain distance from the male characters, even in the sections written from the point of view of male characters. Matthew and Keith have a sort of cuteness about them and they never seem to be quite as up to speed as the female characters, while Seeker, the female lead, tends to learn things as we do, making her the Spider-Man of the story and grounding us with her a bit better. There's a Kelpie who seems to have an upper hand on her, knowledge-wise, but this is offset by his apparent moral inferiority.

Again, I don't find the female-centric thing to be at all a bad thing, I'm only remarking on it because I'm so much more accustomed to fantasy fiction written from more obviously male perspectives, or by authors who've managed avoid painting either gender as superior.

Another thing I've been conscious of as I read Blood and Iron is how remarkably concerned it seems to be with politics and career manoeuvres. The main plot concerns a character discovering a powerful destiny within the world of faerie, and afterwards every scene seems to be conversations with courtesies on the surface and unspoken ploys for social or political power, with death being the vaguely sensed fate for the losers. It reminds me a bit of college or careers dependant on networking.

It's not bad. Hopefully I'll have time to read more of it soon.

Chapter 6 of Venia's Travels is now online. Enjoy.

I've just now turned on awake, I haven't even had coffee yet. So, nothing really interesting in me to say. Talk to the Venia.

Oh, yesterday, Caitlin posted about this encounter she had with a uniformed ass when she was trying to have a nice, respectful visit to the grave of H.P. Lovecraft. I'd say I want to do something nasty to the guy in retribution, but that's just the sort of thing that's gotten me in trouble with Caitlin in the past. Still, I hope something happens to that mean little Napoleon.

I finally fixed the centre channel issue with my North by Northwest DVD and I've been watching bits and pieces of the movie lately. I've been listening to the soundtrack a lot, too. It's a good movie to surround yourself with.

I love how Cary Grant gets booze in every scene. After the whole bottle of bourbon gets him gassed at the beginning, he gets a gibson martini on the train with Eva Marie Saint, and when he meets her again after the crop duster encounter, he has a scotch with water. Water, Roger? What happened? Well, I suppose he'd figured he needed his wits about him at that point. Eve pours him what looks like a double and adds a dash of water. That's just to bring a man up to average cognisance level.

I'm still a little behind on Chapter 7, but I don't know why I was stressing about it the other day. All the drawing looks better in Venia's Travels than the pages I had to rush back in the day with Boschen and Nesuko. I've given myself time, I should take it. I did draw a page yesterday, though, and like the page before it, it was exceptionally complicated. And there's something else--I really shouldn't be so surprised these are taking longer when the amount of drawing required for some single panels is roughly equal to the amount of drawing needed for entire pages of some chapters past.

It's weird how looking at older pages for reference can instantly bring to mind what I was listening to when I coloured it. Looking at some chapter 2 pages, I could easily hear The Shadow radio serials I'd been listening to. I haven't been listening to those as much lately since the quality seems to've really dropped in the series after Orson Welles left. Even before he left, actually, the show was increasingly focusing on two dimensional villains and simplistic plots instead of the moral ambiguity of the earlier episodes that almost seemed unintentional. I miss wondering whether The Shadow was completely psychotic.

Iain Stasukevich has interviewed me about Venia's Travels for CHUD.com--you can read the interview here. I'd never been interviewed by phone before and it's kind of interesting how it came out in text transcription form. It's sort of interesting, too, seeing what bits Iain chose to include and how he formatted them. It sort of reminds me of Andy Warhol's tomato cans--the naive might say, "Hey, Warhol didn't invent the tomato can." But the art is in the presentation, the decision of what to show and where to show it. So don't take your entertainment industry interviewers for granted, folks.

I did go onto Second Life some time after eleven last night. I played one quick game of chess, then signed off and finally watched Lust, Caution. I mentioned Vertigo and Notorious as being influences on me in the CHUD interview, so it's kind of interesting to see that the two Hitchcock films seem to've been an influence on Ang Lee's newest film. Or so it seems to me. Actually, although it's rated NC-17, the movie's a far more innocent tale than either Hitchcock film. It most closely resembles Notorious as it features a woman making love to a man in the course of her mission as a secret agent to undermine his security and work.* But the title of Notorious refers to the fact that Ingrid Bergman's Alicia Huberman was viewed as a "certain kind of woman" for whom making love to someone under false pretences would not be objectionable. Notorious is about someone who would seem to be bad, is called upon to do bad things, and yet is clearly good. While Lust, Caution is about an innocent student who finds herself doing things she would consider to be bad and wondering if she's still a good person underneath. It's not the breathtaking high wire act Hitchcock managed, but it's still a wonderful film.

The film's Bernard Herrmann-ish score reminded me of Vertigo, as did Wong Chia Chi being made over in both clothing and character by powerful men to accomplish their goals. Notorious had a little of that, too, but not as extravagantly as Vertigo.

Roger Ebert's review of Lust, Caution makes note of the film's languor, which is a deviation from the Hitchcock mould. And although it's a positive review, Ebert observes Lust, Caution is not among Ang Lee's best films; "It lacks the focus and fire that his characters finally find." Which is also true. More than any other Ang Lee movie, this one seems to exist just to be pretty a lot of the time.

My favourite scene featured Wong Chia Chi singing in Mandarin to the man she was deceiving in a private room of a Geisha house, which I suppose said something about how the characters' essential Chinese nature came through even in the midst of the Japanese occupation, but mostly it was just sort of lovely and strange.




*Ingrid Bergman's character defines herself as a Mata Hari and she did know what she was talking about.

Feeling unaccountably sluggish to-day. Yesterday, too. I'm starting to wonder if having honey in my coffee is causing me to crash big later in the day. I was enormously energetic yesterday morning, listening to Oingo Boingo and running all kinds of errands. Then I got back and I could barely get started on the page I needed to do. In a way, it makes sense, too, because I was so excited about this chapter. Since there's two weeks between each script, this kind of project is one you really can't get speedy about. In fact, I've always suspected that the glacial writing pace and rigorous drawing pace are really what make Boschen and Nesuko my strongest pieces of work.

But while I have no fear of missing my deadline with Venia's Travels--ever--I can't help feeling like my schedule's getting slightly out of control, and that partly explains the funk I've been in the past couple days. I don't know. It seems like everyone around me's digging holes for themselves of worldviews and I haven't spent enough time digging in one spot. What do I mean by that? I think the real reason McCain's polling as more patriotic than Obama is that McCain is very clearly not eyeing all the angles as well as the Obama camp. I think that might make him seem more genuine and unconsciously consistent. That he's consistently a dipshit's almost irrelevant.

I got a nice new bottle of Jameson yesterday, and drank a big glass of it last night, but woke up with a stomach ache. It didn't matter too much, though, as I was reasonable confident I could get back to sleep. There is one advantage of not having a girl in my life for me to get vexed about at all hours.

I've already to-day had some wine and limoncello at my parents' house, and I'm now having some tea. I don't think I'll have anymore alcohol to-day. Fucking gods, I'd feel like shit trying to have fun right now. True, I'm only one page behind. But as usual, I have a lot of colouring to catch up on. I'm tired of this system, and it's tiring me out. I need to be stronger, faster, more productive. Not to meet deadlines, but to get fucking days off. Legitimate ones, not ones I have to steal and feel guilty about and make up for later.

Yeah, no Second Life to-night. I'm putting my foot down on myself. I've drawn four pages of chapter seven and I've coloured one and a half. I ought to have five pages drawn and four pages coloured. Hear ye, hear ye; Setsuled's not fucking around anymore. Not until he's caught up and that's how it's going to be from now on.



Er, okay. Nevermind. Maybe there will be Second Life to-night. We'll see how things stand at around 11pm.

I'm running a bit behind to-day.

I'm wondering if there's a better DVD of North by Northwest than what I have. The sound is all kinds of fucked on it--the centre channel seems permanently buried and I can't seem to pull it out of the swamp no matter how I adjust things.

I played a very late, very close game of chess with Dragoness last night. I watched the new Code Geass, as well as the new Slayers, which I had to watch without subtitles because the fansub group that'd been working on it has apparently abandoned it. I somehow managed to understand the episode from my familiarity with the series and my limited knowledge of Japanese. Oddly enough, I found myself laughing more than I had at most of the rest of the new season, maybe because the visual humour of the episode had to do with almost completely unrestrained, yet understated, anachronisms--what looks roughly like a galleon on the outside, features modern day chandelier dining rooms and a Japanese bath house on the inside. I think a lot of people might assume the writers and artists are just lazy, but his level of inaccuracy can't be accidental. I suppose it fits well with the Dungeons and Dragons parody that comprises the bulk of the series, since Dungeons and Dragons does have a tendency to play fast and loose with that sort of thing.

Well, I better get back at the drawing.

My horoscope at Yahoo.com to-day says, "Your dreams are important, right now -- they provide you with some valuable insight."

So, let's see. Last night I dreamt I was at a parent teacher assembly of some kind at a high school in which I was taking high school classes, though it wasn't the high school I actually went to in waking life. For some reason, hundreds of teachers and parents were crammed into a room that was about half the size of a classroom. No one could move, we were all pressed against each other. My arms were stretched out beyond my range of vision, and I felt keenly aware of how vulnerable they were. For some reason, I decided to start singing, and it was at that point I spotted Uma Thurman, who was smiling at me with approval.

Then I dreamt I was in a mall that wasn't very crowded. I was near a fountain with squarish, polished black fibreglass sides. A woman on the P.A., in an exasperated tone, said, "Would someone please move the arm by the fountain?"

Sure enough, there was a severed arm on the fountain edge. It had a long blue sleeve and a white glove. I took it and got rid of it somehow. The woman didn't say anything, but I hoped she was pleased.

Well, that certainly cleared up a lot of things, didn't it?

More shopping last night in Second Life. Dragoness and I visited a store called The Abyss, which, despite having some astonishingly boring and overpriced merchandise (t-shirts? Sports bras? Anyone?), was actually an amazing environment;


Toubanua mourns the loss of her favourite place for two martini lunches. Who would have guessed an apocalypse could be so cruel?







Should I go on vacation, Mr. Hitchcock? Should I seek a dangerous woman?

I know I said I was going to wait until after drawing and inking before posting from now on, but to-day I feel like posting first. You know what? Fuck the rules. And the police.

After posting yesterday, I coloured until ten o'clock, at which point I logged onto Second Life and Dragoness and I spent some time shopping. My favourite sl fashion blog, Linden Lifestyles, is shutting down, and the editors have been posting their favourite shops and designers. Toubanua got a couple new dresses and lots of good hair, I think. But I used Second Life for only about two and a half hours last night and didn't take time to try much out.

Then I coloured more, Paint Shop Pro open in one window and Mystery Science Theatre 3000 open in another window. Joel and the bots were watching Master Ninja, a bad TV movie featuring Lee Van Cleef and Demi Moore.

I got more work done in a single day yesterday on Venia's Travels than I've yet gotten in any previous day's work on it. I'm very excited about chapters 6 and 7. They're probably the two best looking chapters of the series so far.

I'm experimenting with my routine a little, trying to streamline it. I've decided to do my blogging only after I've drawn and inked a page for the day. I've also stopped working while eating, since I noticed it was making me eat much slower, and I probably therefore wasn't saving much time and simultaneously degrading the quality of my meals. I wasn't even able to finish my coffee before it got cold--Oh, I hate stale coffee. It's like a mockery of all that's good and pure in the world.



I love those skeletons. The scene sort of reminded me of the beginning of Alien--the image here is of an interstellar train that was trapped for three hundred years in a sort of black hole. It's from episode 8 of Galaxy Express 999, the second half of a two episode arc wherein the #999 is sucked into some kind of gravity well where an evil robotic woman disrupts the flow of time. Well, its put better by the episode title; "The Graveyard at the Bottom of Gravity". The robot woman, Ryuuzu, kidnaps Tetsuro and attempts to force him to become her husband or surrogate son in her creepy old house on a foggy planet.



Over and over again in anime, I come across what seems to be an author's strange preoccupation with his mother. From Evangelion, to Final Fantasy VI (the best written of the series), it seems a lot of the best stuff in Japanese film, manga, video games, and television has to do with the artist attempting to deal with the death of a mother.

Galaxy Express 999 is about a young boy, Tetsuro, whose mother's murdered before she and him can travel to a distant planet where they both might obtain immortal robotic bodies. After his mother's killed, Tetsuro meets a mystery woman, Maetel, who helps him kill his mother's murderer and takes him along with her on the Galaxy Express 999, bound for the planet where one can apparently acquire a mechanical body.

More fantasy than Science Fiction, the show seems mainly to focus on what might almost be called perverted nostalgia, as sweet, sentimental memories of a youngster's train travels with his mother are twisted by the inclusion of murderous cyborgs, ghosts, and somewhat disturbingly ill-defined relationships.



When Tetsuro begins to pray, shortly after being kidnapped, Ryuuzu tells him, "God doesn't exist here in space. Only the truth of all beings and the flow of time exist here."

It's a very fascinating, sweet, scary, and beautiful series. And I love Leiji Matsumoto's sort of art nouveau style, which clearly seems to've been an influence on another of my favourite manga and anime designers, CLAMP;



Yeah, okay, that was a flimsy excuse to post a picture of CC from Code Geass. Still. Have I mentioned I love CC from Code Geass?

I have honey. Lots of honey. And I've been eating it at every opportunity. On my sandwiches and in my coffee. I don't quite understand it, but I've suddenly realised I've been preoccupied by honey for weeks. Sure, I've been drinking mead and reading about storing and transporting honey in the Middle Ages, but is that really enough to explain it?

Yes.

Okay, Mr. Smarty Pants part of my brain. Explain this one away;

I read about the recent capture of Aafia Siddiqui*, a Pakastani neuroscientist with ties to Al Qaeda. When apprehended, Siddiqui had apparently been carrying a list of New York landmarks, including the Plum Island Animal Disease Centre. And why, I wondered, did that ring a bell?

Of course! The Montauk Monster!

Amongst the frenzied theories put forth to explain the as yet unidentified abomination from the black, boiling depths of Hell is that it is, "perhaps a science experiment from the nearby government animal testing facility, the Plum Island Animal Disease Center."

And it all falls into place; Al Qaeda's plan to overrun the country with cat sized, naked beaked creatures. Why doesn't anyone else see this? Siddiqui's a neuroscientist, which means the Montauk Monsters are likely to have super intelligence! They may already be swarming about our sewers and alleys, assembling their machines of war, poised to at a moment's notice rend the flesh from every American man, woman and child with their cruel beaks and flipper claws!

Why doesn't anyone do anything?! Don't you understand?! Who knows how many they've already gotten?! Sooner or later, they'll find us all! YOU'RE NEXT!!


*The article identifies her as a "Mata Hari". The writers on this article clearly didn't know shit about Mata Hari.

Sterling Hayden was a spy!

Why the fuck's Julia Child the lead in the article?

I have an awful lot to do to-day, and I slept in two hours late, so this'll be a short entry.

I had to sleep in a couple hours because I was having trouble staying asleep at around 8am due to a constantly ringing phone. I knew I couldn't just stay up because to-day I write the script for Chapter 7, and I've seen plenty of scripts I've had to completely rewrite the next day because what I'd first written had been produced after a poor night's sleep.

Yesterday was extremely busy, too, but I made time for liquor in the evening. I stopped at BevMo and got an eleven dollar bottle of Napoleon brandy, which I find I like very much, as well as three 50ml sample bottles of liquor I'd never had; Bombay Sapphire gin, Glenlivet scotch, and Courvoisier cognac. Dragoness had recommended Courvoisier some time ago, so I tried it first, and found I liked it very much. It's a shame a proper bottle's so expensive. I'd probably sooner buy another bottle of absinthe if I had that kind of money to spare on liquor.

My sister's told me of two places in town that actually serve absinthe, complete with spoon and sugar cube, if so desired. One of the places is in Old Town, to which I could take the trolley. The green line, appropriately enough.

I still need to do prep work for Chapter 7. I've already been doing some reading to-day, then I'll write some background stuff, go grocery shopping as I let the information seep into the brain soil, and hopefully, when I return, I'll watch the script grow out of it in time lapse photography.

Okay, Wikipedia's useful. I hereby proclaim it. To doubters, I present this article. Dig the video. I can't begin to tell you how valuable it is to me as an artist.